thoughts.

the fabled golden ticket is in my hand.
i'm taking it.






life has this strange thing about it. you ponder upon something that someone says, and you keep thinking, and wondering if there is another way to see it. then out of the blue, the answer pops up from the most unexpected places, or from the mouth of someone who doesnt even know that you are pondering about it. its like an answer to a question that you dont even ask.

and the answer that i needed, the opinion i couldnt see, was that i dont just want you in my life. i need you. when you dont need someone, then its the same as saying that you could live separate and independant lives, and not feel a need to have each other. something like "its nice to have you around but not critical". that shouldnt be the way it is, and i dont want us to ever go to that stage.

another thing i realised lately is that it is in difficulties that u realise why things happened as they did. i see now that i've been through all i have because it would one day arm me with the skills i need to face a similar or more challenging problem. i do believe that God wont let me face challenges he knows i cannot survive or overcome. and its an imperative that if he feels you can tackle a big problem, he'll arm you with the skills, characteristics and developed capabilities to deal with whatever it thrown at you.

i cant ever say to a full extent, how thankful i am for you.



much love.