mistakes.

we all do stupid, stupid things in life that we all look back on and think to ourselves, dammit i cannot believe that i even did or thought the way i did then. but i guess everyone makes stupid decisions and does stupid actions, and its all part of the learning process provided that the person is conscious of the degree of stupidity of his actions.

ok so enough of the stupid talk.

but still, i think that as much as we all fumble in life and make a mess out of our situations, we gotta be ready to admit that, yes, we were wrong and that in all this confusion, anger or whatever other emotion there is flying around like a caged bat, there is ALWAYS a lesson to be learnt. and that as much as it is easier to say than to do, we have to be conscious to not make the same mistakes over and over again.


sometimes i think back, and i look at who i am now and i feel like crap. its a mixture of embarassment, shame and anger that wells up inside till it consumes me. but after it subsides, the hope of another day that'll come to bring about change always beckons. and as much as i'm having problems with my spiritual life, i still find comfort in the God who is just a prayer away.


good night world.